i figured its about the right time to start my own blog. so, here i am.


Monday, May 23

impressing people

it's exhausting trying to impress people. i'm doing an internship to impress my colleagues and professors in my major. i have a catering job to impress people with the great pay and easy work load. i sing in church to impress people with my ability to sing. i dress nice to impress boys so they'll like me and for girls to get them to like me too. and i think that after college i won't have to anymore. not true. it's a little tougher now cause, at least for me, i have many opportunities that i want to be able to do all of them so that i can have options in my future. once i find a career after college, i'll only have to impress my boss and other married couples at church. but who knows when i'll be married. i want to be myself, but a lot of people wouldn't like me. it's the natural man that gets to me. being a good person is hard work. i kinda hate it. BUT, i know that it's worth it. ah!

Wednesday, May 18

dudes...

if you wanna ask me out, ask me out! i hate playing games. be a man and ask me. i kinda hate flirting. it's kinda dumb. just get to the point and stop being so weak. gosh.

stop trying so hard! just be yourself. you don't have to be energetic all the time. yes i seem like i have a lot of energy, but not     all     the    time. just chill...

there are reasons why i don't show myself available to chat on facebook...

Thursday, May 5

family trip to cali - completed

we haven't had a roadtrip in forever! at least with me. my fam went to disneyland when i was on my mission. lame. here's some pics so far...

see pics from our whole trip on facebook